#152

Day 5

I feel morality is a human being’s goal in life. When one fulfils one’s duty to be a just human being, s/he lives a good life.

For example, cooking is my duty as a housewife. The problem is I am too lazy to cook, however the problem is solved once I have accepted my laziness, because I have accepted the reality of my role and “who I am”. The rest is doing what I need to do as a housewife, which is cooking.

Other than living a moral life, I think whatever holds a person together is what determines his/her existence. Without writing, I end up as entropy, the randomness of energy.

#152

Day 5

I feel morality is a human being’s goal in life. When one fulfils one’s duty to be a just human being, s/he lives a good life.

For example, cooking is my duty as a housewife. The problem is I am too lazy to cook, however the problem is solved once I have accepted my laziness, because I have accepted the reality of my role and “who I am”. The rest is doing what I need to do as a housewife, which is cooking.

Other than living a moral life, I think whatever holds a person together is what determines his/her existence. Without writing, I end up as entropy, the randomness of energy.

#131

Day 5

Life is a process concerned with how one outputs energy in the universe. A person’s character decides what kind of output s/he will make and what type of experience s/he is creating. What I am doing with writing is training myself to think logically.

#107

Day 5

I woke up early and read a book about studying in the morning. I wanted to study in the morning. I didn’t know exactly what I wanted to study, so I just tried to study German, but I ended up looking for Kant’s book.

The whole writing process takes more time than I thought. When will I ever have time to read Kant? If I don’t write, I will have all the time in the world to do other things I want to do, but I will feel uncomfortable with myself after a while, and then I will eventually return to writing.

If I didn’t go to events such as the open-school this afternoon, I will slowly get stuck in my own world. I need to get out of my home once in a while.

#91

Day 5

Are INTPs sensitive to colors? C didn’t have many things on display and her place was very comfortable and relaxing. The hotels we stayed in Singapore didn’t have many colors either; there was only an abstract painting with warm shades on the wall in the bathroom.

As soon as I realized how colors affect me in a big way, I tried to keep strong colors out of my sight, and it worked! I could organize the rooms by paying attention to colors. The less strong colors I see, the less noise I have in my mind. It’s amazing how colors affect me subconsciously.