Even though I kind of want the tableware that C has because it is so beautiful, I don’t need it, so I won’t buy it. I learned that from my experience. Hopefully, by living in a way that makes me feel comfortable, I will become the person who I want to become. I realized how I can change my environment, and how the effort in turn changes me, simply by paying attention to what makes me feel good.
This afternoon, I found myself in tears when I told E while driving that “Time doesn’t come back once it’s gone.” I am not getting more time, so I want to use time wisely.